A few days ago, my mother asked me,"Have you ever talked to someone smoking?"
I just shrugged and she added a lil more,"I've never done that.".

"Have You?"

"Sure ,"I'd replied. after a brief pause.

Why would that be such a big thing? It's not big a deal.Thousand times in my high school years I'd gone home with clothes soaked with the smell of smoke. Never having mind sitting in a little cubicle of 3x3 having about 15 people smoking in it. Ewh. Sometimes I couldn't stand it and leave, but most time I'd stayed. Sometimes I thought I should've smoked myself than having had to endure twice the risk of being a passive smoker. Stupid Idea. But eversince, I'd grown into a woman who could stand smoke. Believe it or not, despite my writing here, I'd developed considerable tolerance towards smoking that most girls don't have. I..had been a victim. :-[

But then, I'd realized her statement was an objection towards smoking guys. Whereas in fact I rarely had friend who doesn't. And even at times I do go out with those who does, even goes like a loco puffing the fumes pack a day, I wouldn't leave, though I'd speak my objection.

But tell you what, guys. Though I wouldn't object hanging w/ you who does smoke, despite the so called people say that smoking's cool, smoking people doesn't appeal as an attraction to me. Ewh! BLAH! It might, as well eventually toren down all ideal perspective I'd had in a guy. No matter the quality of their brain or braun, the image off smoke puffing outta them is...erh...Hm...how should I describe it...The more I love you guys, the pitier I get.

It's not that I'd deteste them who smoke. I've no objection whatsoever. It's just that I feel a pity towards them. How could they not appreciate their own body. How could they not respect people surrounds them. How could they not wanting to prolong their life. How could they sucked it till their lungs dried in pitch black colour. Aren't enough evidence showing the danger of smoking is out there? Can't they see?. Aren't they realize how (if they had) their baby would suck their smoke without any objection whatsoever.

Are they not realizing that even narcotics are forbidden, they're in fact safer than tobacco? Yes it is. Drugs may reduce the effectiveness of your nervous system or declining your brain power. BUt they're NOT going to kill you! unless you took over dose of it of course. ihihi.. But Cigarettes! It's no way back for pitching black lungs. It's a sure body killer. Almost all heavy smokers died of lung cancer, or heart diseases. All caused by their smoking habit. Drug addict? Not some much for the prevalency! And they can cure. See the difference?

Are they really turned on by those ironic and saturated tobacco ads on TV?! Is it that effective? Well if they do, twice the STUPPIDDITY!!

Maybe, I'd learned that for guys under 24's, the attributes advertised-in the super ironic tobacco ads--may be one luring factor. Those who starts smoking below 20 would remain smoker more likely throughout their brief life. As the years gone by, the Ad may not as effective for those elderly with more security. But in the end It's all about habit and addiction.

and Heck all products : Mild, light, low tar, full flavor, fruit flavored, chocolate flavored, natural, additive-free, organic cigarette, PREPS (Potentially Reduced-Exposure Products), harm-reduced… ALL are dangerous!!.

And moreover, I put respect on myself. I wouldn't want to have the higher risk only by hanging out with smokers. I'm sorry guys. But I'd leave you with your ashtray. The relative risk of coronary heart disease associated with high levels of passive smoking is greater than that estimated by partner smoking alone, even at exposure levels of 20 cigarettes a day or more.". Fortunately the exposure in public places has been declining. =D. Hurrah.

Whewfh. Enuft for guys.

For girls too. It's a phenomena I'd say hehe. Well, for our culture of course Indonesian women are conspicuous in growing and processing tobacco, their rates of smoking are low in comparison with their male compatriots and internationally. Their disinclination to smoke is commonly attributed to cultural values, which stigmatise women smokers as morally flawed, while at the same time sanctioning smoking by men. The number has been increasing. especially in big cities such as Jakarta, with prevalency number of about 6.4% of women. Of course prevalency in guys outnumbers significantly, to almost 55 or 85%! ANyway, for women, it's the more pity I get than for boys. They have greater responsibility for their body. What are they thinking?!

Hehe, but some guys I know, say that smoking women are sexy. Hm. I wouldn't object.

My family fortunately, doesn't smoke. My mom, as stated above, hate smokers. My grandfather died of lung cancer, due to his previous smoking habit. That's why she hates smokers so much, I'd say. Although, she's the one also that taught us (me and my bro), how to smoke, and show how it's not at all beneficial nor tasteful.

So, If I ever given your my matches or ashtray, It's not that I'm ok with it. It's not that I'm NOT ok with it either. It's your body. I wouldn't mind as long I'm away from you. It's your own. I just feel a pity out of you. And the more I love you, the more pitier I felt.

Cheers!!

Anyway I love the evocative sense of kretek clove cigarettes. Hihihi..Body Shop has a parfume in that scent few years ago, I was wanting it badly but now they're not producing it no more. Ewh. Pity.

Hum. Do You remember my previous posting bout caffeine dopping?? Yah, It's my primary dope. I have the second energy booster. I don't really like the taste, but it's proven effective fuelling me up. Anyway, If a cup of coffee can make me up until 2 in the morning, and if I'd like to go until the morning comes, I'll have a sip of this. YEA, YEA. A sip is fine. And!! I can go throughout the nite, and even when the morning comes, I can still have activities until the afternoon, without even having that drowsy groggy sleepless face NOR the straining muscles. Yea! WithOUT! Whew. It's one helluva energy booster! Why does it boost energy? Well, of course there are some scientific explanation, very reasonable ones. It happens to be one kinda protein that can be absorbed as energy almost 100% into the blood stream, unlike any other protein that's inefficient hence might cause cholesterol, fat, etc etc.Hei I'm no pharmacist.Read it here, along with other testimonies or about it's benefits...here

I'll just tell you.

It's VCO, Virgin Coconut Oil.

ihihi..anyway. My family is using it. We're spreading the ..er.. so called 'elixir' to our relatives elsewhere. As we know, and we have witnessed it's effectiveness in everything. You name it! Curing Diebetes, Hipertension, Gaining Weight, Dieting, Muscle Strain, Whatever maladies may go. Of course, with a taste of FAITH. no no. just kidding (but of course it's needed)... ihihi... it really works! Try a sip once a day. And you'll feel the difference. And, it's safe! It might taste a lil...icky..hehe. but it's alrite. You only take a sip a day anyway. It's not like choking yourself with a jug of 'jamu kunyit'. You can even mix it up with your dishes. Just don't cook with it. It'd be useless.

Anyway. a lil precaution. For you who DO have illnesses. Prepare for the reaction which might be..enduring. It works like detox. If you're healthy, then It would certainly boosts your energy. But when you're not, it detox your body. VERY effectively. So people might get skeptical in their--actually--remedition. But if not...HURRAY!! Then you ARE healthy as horse! hawehah...

er...Do I sound like a salesman? hm? Neah..Hm...

But, it's very important to choose a good oil though. The bad ones wouldn't stay long. It changes color, and taste bad. I always buy mine from Biology ITB. Good Ones. Cheers!! FOR HEALTHIER LIFE!! HOHOHO