Ok.

It's wednesday, and I violated my own promise. Sorry for not coming. I'll come tomorrow. as morning as possible. err.. not exactly. after that yoga-dangdut session lah. err..but what should I bring? I've nothing to deliver. I've encountered a cul-de-sac. hh, I'm supposed to meet you, ask you bout this. Hell. why did I sleep anyway. I should have gone. Arggh. I should GO. TOMORROW. yes, tomorrow after yoga.yes.

Ok.

Tick tock, tick tock, the sound's truly irritating. as if my life bar shortens so vividly. horrible. It's 5.45 pm. What have I done today? Big Null. nothing. d-argh. No. I've done that raison d'etre. at least. yea-rite. and sleep all the way. Hmmh.. I need a sip of choclate. nope. A bite. I'll check my friggie latter. check my stock. Why my mind rumbling bout food when I actually have to undergo a torcherous TA session in this... Suppose it should be N O W. but. still, I need a choclate first. A bit of endorphin shot to the head. Perhaps. ehm. or Coffee? I'd need a dope of it too. It doesn't make anything out last nite, hope It might do ce soir. Coffee?! wouldn't help. *snif*. coffeee..mocha? might do. yeah.

Brit!!! You don't know what yer doing. your mind is a total mush. Why are you here! FS. BLog. gmail. YM. play. sleep. TA for bit. read by bit. busweek.visit cnn.read bout that bulb-brainy and fortunately cashy silicon valley youngsters in hotspot. wow. amazed. watch tv. silet. d-oh. horrible. bathe. have to stop this. TA. TA. Deadline suppose this afternoon. this afternoon. it's over. violate my promise. tomorrow then. tomorrow. YES! tomorrow.

Fokus Bronkus. Count. One. Two. Three.

A Crying baby. from next door. The sound's not helping. Please help me. Why am I here. OK. Stop. Take it easy. Take one step to another.

Ok. You're still here.

Calm down. just publish and leave.

publish and leave.

Hungry. no. no. just need a shot. Now, Grab a coffie mocca. Don't forget what to do next.

No sugar. please. a lil bit will do.

Ok. Fokus.

FOcus.

Argh

It's inertia. I can't help.

Please.