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20.3.07


Sure I'd like to know where I'll be
who I'm taking lunch with
eight to five on the reports
and how the meeting goes

Hmm but as for now I'll just lay still

Sure I'd talk bout my future
Thousands hours in the zillion light years
Have I daughter or son
Cute grandaughter and sons too

In time, my dear
I'll answer all those question

As for now, leave me alone
I'll just lay still

Some fine day we'll go walking
Giggling, idle talking, sharing every feeling and moments
May, or may not be crooked, but sure hand in hand
Who are you? sure I'd know

as for now, I'd just lay still
...and close my eyes...
... for a moment ...

Later on there’ll be time for so much more
....

(while listening to Jamie Cullum's "But For Now")

Hhmmhh *sigh*...Why's the transition seems to tough, from 21 to 22? Well, it may not be the number afterall. Though I always thought 21 as...'I'm-only-twenty-something-leave-me-do-whatever-I want'. But now, it's totally different. My priority. and All stuffs. Heck all stuffs. What stuffs?... Hey don't blame me on my jobless state!
No No, it's just this year, 2007 is supposed to be grande for me. Well, I suppose everyone in the same stage of life as I am now is or has..or had experienced the same thing. You know. As if I'm now in a middle of a big junction. There are path I'd taken and I might don't wanna look back nor enter. There are also paths I'd taken, I'd miss taking those paths but goes to totally different direction, to those paths of my new goals. There'd certainly be paths where I think I'm now aiming at. Looking so bright on the other side. Hmm...lurking me to enter it...And of course there'd be paths behind those building I just cannot see just yet.
Anyway shouldn't I be too confused, coz afterall there's only one specific path made for us, aitee?!. But hey it's hard not to! coz I never know which is meant to be.
Talking bout those paths I give up upon. There had been many of my dreams that I'd turned my head away from. Well, suppose now I'll have to try to turn my head away once again. It's hard though...
What is it? hehee..nothing important. But it has been part of my dearly life, a BASIC routine for these last 8 years. Hell I'll miss it. But So Long Dear!

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Jazzy-Frenzy!!

6.3.07


the beauty of photoshop
Wuuohhooo!!! RRAaaaahhh!!!! JAMIieee!!!!

*euphoria mode - on*
JavaJazz, 4th march 07
=A Photo collage from my ewh...stupid camera...=
= so sorry I was not armed : but It was GREAT!! FUN FUN=


Want more photos? Also see my tabblo on the show, here

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Decapitate, Remove, Stick, Glue...et Voila!

2.3.07


the beauty of photoshop

Ihihihi....can you see the difference? I change into formal clothe in matter of layers. It's for my graduation photo. I have no mood on taking a new picture of me, So I have this instead.

Yea Yea I'm a photoshop geek. So what?

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1.3.07


Have you ever just sit, or drive, or walk aimlessly,
no pretense, without rushing anything into your head...,
or even anything outta your head...

to be just the way all senses are supposed to be.
just to s e e, to h e a r, and to f e e l...
...and to s m i l e...as your heart pleases...
...or disgusted...as your soul despise
...or to be stunned in awe...
...or...just..., ehm, .....nothing...

Well, of course you have.

Or else, you'd be a maniacly depressed...
... for not ever letting your senses breathes once and a while...

No, No, Of course you're not. Well, at least for those without melancholic personality would find it a bit harder...hehe...

Well i'm not. even little things can make me smile. and shrud for a while. People may say I'm weird for paying too much attention to such nifty things...so would they think. Hmm...

Like I stop walking and just stand when the leaves fall from their twigs...

Like I slow down my speed when I see bursts of sun rays shimmers in a morning haze...

Like I always take glance to the vast green football field on my morning jog..wishing to just open my running shoes, run above it and just make both of my feet wet of morning dew...

Like when I run in the morning, I look up upon the sky, to see whether Venus is still peeking from space out there...

Like I shruds seeing two old couples hand in hand...

Like I love seeing the reflection of traffic and car lights on wet asphalt in a cloudy after-rain-noon...

Like how I could see kiddos from the street shivers behind my hazy windshield, with the red traffic light in the background...stunned. feel empty.confused.

Like how I love to lay down during all night walk in the jungle, flexed my back and see the stars above...

Like how I miss each full moon .... and if i get lucky, with the halo surrounds it.

Like when I'm in high places, I imagine I jumped, rolled twice and fall like an acrobatic, paranoia, I know. I even see my body down there laying. in a very awkward position.

Like how I could stand strenous exercise, to have my muscles all cramped up. Just to 'feel' that all are still intact. From head to toes and each finger tips.


even a mushroom grows in a clover praire melts me down
Like I jolted happily finding two twigs of mushrooms growing in a vast clover prairie by the seaside.

Like I love to see plastic bag swirled by the wind caressing it...and just never hit the ground.

Like I'm happy just to smile to a stranger, and to see their smiling face back at me.

Like I dear to see birds flying in V-shaped formation...not over my head, please, though.

Like I hate to see those kinda watch which slides incessantly. Not giving me any time just to stay and feel.

Like I love to see children playing, without any burden whatsoever, smiles tugging on their innocent cute faces. So free.. hehehe...can I play too?

Hhh...At these times, how much I wished I have my camera around, then I'd grab and capture the moment, the super brief persecond. Coz I know, my scattered brain wouldn't archive it better than my camera.

I know it's so cliche...but It's NOT making anybody a lunatic, ain't it? --well of course there's boundaries...hehe--And anyway, everybody needs some quality idle time, don't they!

So, Relax.

Just sit, stay, still, or just slow down your pace and . . . . f e e l . . . .

***


*ey, the list might grow...so come back later...

we live only once on this bee-uu-teee-fyyuuuulll world. =D

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