Just wanna lay still
Sure I'd like to know where I'll be
who I'm taking lunch with
eight to five on the reports
and how the meeting goes
Hmm but as for now I'll just lay still
Sure I'd talk bout my future
Thousands hours in the zillion light years
Have I daughter or son
Cute grandaughter and sons too
In time, my dear
I'll answer all those question
As for now, leave me alone
I'll just lay still
Some fine day we'll go walking
who I'm taking lunch with
eight to five on the reports
and how the meeting goes
Hmm but as for now I'll just lay still
Sure I'd talk bout my future
Thousands hours in the zillion light years
Have I daughter or son
Cute grandaughter and sons too
In time, my dear
I'll answer all those question
As for now, leave me alone
I'll just lay still
Some fine day we'll go walking
Giggling, idle talking, sharing every feeling and moments
May, or may not be crooked, but sure hand in hand
Who are you? sure I'd know
as for now, I'd just lay still
May, or may not be crooked, but sure hand in hand
Who are you? sure I'd know
as for now, I'd just lay still
...and close my eyes...
... for a moment ...
Later on there’ll be time for so much more
....
(while listening to Jamie Cullum's "But For Now")
(while listening to Jamie Cullum's "But For Now")
Hhmmhh *sigh*...Why's the transition seems to tough, from 21 to 22? Well, it may not be the number afterall. Though I always thought 21 as...'I'm-only-twenty-something-leave-me-do-whatever-I want'. But now, it's totally different. My priority. and All stuffs. Heck all stuffs. What stuffs?... Hey don't blame me on my jobless state!
No No, it's just this year, 2007 is supposed to be grande for me. Well, I suppose everyone in the same stage of life as I am now is or has..or had experienced the same thing. You know. As if I'm now in a middle of a big junction. There are path I'd taken and I might don't wanna look back nor enter. There are also paths I'd taken, I'd miss taking those paths but goes to totally different direction, to those paths of my new goals. There'd certainly be paths where I think I'm now aiming at. Looking so bright on the other side. Hmm...lurking me to enter it...And of course there'd be paths behind those building I just cannot see just yet.
Anyway shouldn't I be too confused, coz afterall there's only one specific path made for us, aitee?!. But hey it's hard not to! coz I never know which is meant to be.
Talking bout those paths I give up upon. There had been many of my dreams that I'd turned my head away from. Well, suppose now I'll have to try to turn my head away once again. It's hard though...
What is it? hehee..nothing important. But it has been part of my dearly life, a BASIC routine for these last 8 years. Hell I'll miss it. But So Long Dear!
Labels: life
2 Comments:
Ubritt, met ultaah yaa..sori telat :P
Anywayyy, if people said life begins at 40, not for me. For me, life begins at 20- that's when you'll find yourself like this, and you'll name it a quarter life crisis.
Halah, masih 22 juga, masih "kecil" looo.. perjalanan masih panjang bo.. let's face it confidently, okehh?
ubrit...tampaknya daku mengerti tuhh rasanya...=)
anyway, bener sih, bakal ada satu 'jalan khusus' untuk satu orang, tapi tetep aja mesti dicari, mesti bingung dulu... jadi nyante aja...hehehe... seperti katamu "buka aja dulu pintunya satu-satu,nanti juga ketemu"
enjoy your early 20s!!!
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