Current Pleasure : Tabblo-ing. This is WAY better than flickr in some ways. =D wheew. throw out my first tabblo ever...it's fun. Fun Fun !

See my Tabblo>

*itchy to make some more!!!

arggh!! can't do can't do!
gotta do that (bloody) competitor analysis, Brit! sssssshhhh!!!!

*smashing head*...

btw, just seen "the inconvenient truth"(the Al-GOre's film bout Global Warming) this morning. helluva eye-opener. chair gripping. erh. I've got to write more bout that. later guys!

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Scrabbi-do-daahh...

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Another set of photos-o-mine...Please check it out and I'd truly appreciate 'APRESIASI'. :D





Click on the pic to get better view....you can grab'em if you'd like, but please tell me.

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Anyway, I was recommended une site francais, www.telecharger.com and I found this software! It's called ArtRage.It's great! LIke having whole set of painting materials : paletteknive, brushes, crayons and even watercolor and plus the water bucket! and you've got the texture tooo!! It really got the 'feel' of painting. The software's quite neat but you've got limited tools having it free, of course. But It feels like the first time I know Paintbrush when I was little. It's fun! OMG. I'm doing this again! Arghh...!! Oh, now I want another thing : A tablet PC, please.... hwerahaha...keep on dreamin!

My first attempt : "Uhum, so I cannot do any make-up. eheh.."

Er...just a scrabbi-doo-daahh...on the new painting tool. I know. Yaick! it's dull. But I've spent 30 minutes doing this and just wanna hang it here =D. I'll delete this one as soon as I'm getting something more pleasing to the eye. :p

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This, is my second attempt, hmm... No! It's not a super-saiyan! ^_^ Hm...I'm entitling this : "Le cheveux d'arc3nciel". hahhaha....well, made this quite fast....but, I like it better than the first attempt.




Click on the image to see better view and feel of the texture! Download if you want to (ihihih)...

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There's nothing nice bout being sick.

uhum?

Infact, there's NOTHING WORSE than being SICK.

Err....(Let me speak with you for a moment, site-viewers )Sorry for the rumbling, but FYI,the writer is caught by vericella virus for these last five days. Hehe, it's that famous 'Chicken-Pox'--for I dunno why would human disease be called akin to some avian or food-mouth disease. Anyway, she can't actually 'do' anything because the only thing the brain would mind is the aggravating itches all over her body!, so pardon.

Anyway, I'd like to say thanks for all the support, guys. Luv and mIss You!.. Now let's just let her rumble all the way through and pretend you don't hear a thing, ok?

I've been all messed up. The target's down my friend, and my schedule ruined!I dunno where the heck did I get this virus. and over all, In this particular moment of my life! It's the last thing that I need!

Oh c'mon...

What C'mon C'MOn?!

Don't deny you're not having quite a holiday

What? a holiday mending my blisters?!

There's some fun in it...

Oh, you mention fun. let's see...
First, this comes up in a particular moment when I should be most fit of all times.

Maybe you're pushing it too harsh..that you're not fit anymore.

Second, Its catasthropic to my pursual. Let's see I'd missed Careerdays, and The Art Fair!!! Argh I hate missing that fest!! and might tore down my spirit for this *project-you-don't-wanna-mention*!

it's not that horrible...

Third, this blisters are really annoying! I wanna have bath! I wish they'd just fall off!!

ok. ok. it's not that much fun then.

O b v i o u s l y. What is anyway!?

There IS some fun. Hmmm....

You don't call laying-laying lazy through the day-somekinda.. fun?.

You don't call marathoning One Littre Of Tears, well despite making your pillowcase soaked-somekinda.. fun?

You don't call watching LOTR trilogy-again-somekinda..fun?

You don't call running full series of Friends finale season-somekinda.. fun?

You don't call having ALL the time in a day for consuming your pirated cd un-watched-yet-despite som-o-them ain't workin'-somekinda..fun?

And don't mention all the time you can spend reading your have-no-time-to-read-yet-bought books...Wouuhhh...

You don't even have to worry of feeling guilty not 'doing' anything coz anyhow your brain only mind bout the itchies and cannot bear any other than mere indulgence whatsoeva!! See? It's not that bad. being sick.

Hmm..and.

You don't call..all those affection from people around you-somekinda..nice?

Admit it, It's practically a HOLIDAY!

Yea But..

And stop blaming the disease. Now you should better learn to measure yourself. It's not all about "We Believe in Ourselves" or more ego version,"I Believe in Myself". Because it's NOT US who rules OUR LIVES! Remember?!

....

*) artwork in blisters : "in blisteres, not so much fun.eyk"

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Haven't got the time to post new things, so link my flickr instead here...please do visit my flickr page.

A Series: on Beach. e.n.j.o.y.

www.flickr.com

Pelabuhan Ratu, 2004 ; Ujung Kulon, 2006; Batu Karas, 2004

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A few days ago, Bewildered in a midst of 'Worms' and 'Sigmas' on Risk and Uncertainty subject*, I realized that I couldn't grasp the whole idea without getting the substantial concept of risk itself**. Getting back to the definition and concept part, I came across a phrase goes like :

"A Risk is like love."

Uhm. You may blink. Twice....No. Three times would be fine. OK.

Now, go on.

"It's tangible, you can feel it there, but it's hardly measurable."

Uhm. Ok. Now you may grin. =D. Well, I'd say it's quite a fine depiction of risk. The default figure of the writer which was a bold proffesor wearing thick glasses and tight squared-patterned shirt suddenly vanished into air, replaced by a figure of a fine intellect gentlemen. :D Hahaha....Whether you buy it or not, it certainly had managed to ease wrinkles above my brows, and raise the edge of my mouth, a bit.

Yes. It works, for a few while. I suppose the opening statement is aimed at leveraging people's l.o.v.e on the risk subject. Well, having to confront once again with the 'worms and sigmas', I'd say it didn't work, mate. At least for me. Nice try. Keep On Practising...

But Anyway, It might work for you guys, metaphoring a subtle idea into something more tangible. Hehe...

Anyway, figured an image relevant to the subject hung here would be nice : here's an old piece. Just one of my mad-art. Hahaha...took this piece while gasping over a laboratory assignment's--which requires me using an old fashioned typing machine!!--deadline, in groggy eyes..or was I weeping?! (*Thus making the image a lil blurry. pardon*). Taken bout 3 years ago. Here's another evidence that art is my--not last, though--resort in depression. Oh no, no, no, no. it's not my current mood. So don't bother to relate.


"Ouch"

OK,that's all for now. Gotta get back down to the matresses****!! Cheerios!!

*)it's a subject which purpose You-Know-But-Should-Never-Be-Mentioned
**)Hate to say this. though.
***)for fellow TI-ers, you should recall what's the initial purpose of that typing machine, don't you?!
****)quoted from "You've Got Mail*

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Hm..Continuing my idleness..oh gawd. *I shouldn't be doing this!!argghh* focus. focus.

Neah,actually, I wanna know whether this idleness is actually worth doing: Calculating my bed time : I went to bed at 4am last nite. I start doing this-art-wannabe at 8am, until 9.30am. Hm. Suppose I was still still sleeping, 4 to 9.30, then I'd be sleeping 5.30hours. very much reasonable. Then It's ok. It's my own life that I corrupt.

sick. of everything. Deploring each circumstances exist at the very moment*

Just realized. It always occurs to me. But my creativity is linearly correlated to my...agony.=p intriguing word hein?!

The more I'm depressed. The more creative (wannabe) I am. You'll find out.

Alas, I'm depressed when I should be doing a very important task. Thus, my creativity initiative has ALWAYS been destructive!

but. enjoy.

and Brit. Focus. One. Two. Three. bathe, and get serious.

oh, i'll have to post this first.

*)artwork in madness. kewl, I'd say. =D. 20 layered piece. Helluva experiment. If this is a layer cake. then You'd be full.

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